There are days I must confess
are a little harder than the rest.
Your fading laugh and perfect smile,
I wish you could've stayed for a while.
I hide my sadness deep inside.
I hide my memories with my pride.
No one knows that I cry.
No one knows I can't say goodbye.
You was there like a father should.
Telling me I had the strength and could.
Shooting back that vodka shot with me.
In the morning you knew I'd be ....OK
I hide my sadness with my pain.
Wishing I wasn't in this rain.
Teardrops falling in my quiet place.
I just want to see your face.
©deana
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