Masked by her laughter and blaring voice,
is loneliness exposed solely in darkness.
In that caliginous spot, the fear would conquer her toughness;
and drops of tears abound from her eyes.
The scars left upon her mind
would traverse from the veins to the heart,
Until she was engulfed by the pain....
She was totally broken.
Some dared to ask. Some never did.
Some tried to care. To some, it never mattered.
Some tried to understand, but they couldnt.
True enough, no one would ever understand.
Because even her, she couldn't figure out the hole.
Not once, not twice, it repeatedly happened....
Loneliness is addicting.
She appreciated how peaceful it is to be alone,
She didn't want to deal with people anymore.
She found comfort in darkness;
Felt belongingness.
She's totally into isolation
And unlike before, in the dark, anymore, she won't ask for illumination.
©old.lady20
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