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In The Darkness I Do Dwell

Why am I drawn  
To the darkness 
To death? 
 
Why in all that I have 
Can I not find the 
Light 
To guide me back? 
 
So many suffer, 
So much more than I. 
And yet it is I 
Who cannot see 
The joy in life 
In laughter 
In love 
 
It all just drains away 
Leaving me 
Hollow, 
Empty, 
Alone. 
There is no solace 
In the dark. 
So why do I 
Go there? 
Oh, to seize 
The light again. 
To want it, 
To hold it, 
To cherish it again. 
As I did when I was 
Young. 
 
Instead, 
I sit here again 
Alone in the dark 
Wondering where 
The light has 
Gone. 
©ronvdm777
April 2020
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