this is something new
the way I feel for you
the way I want be with you
I'm scared
I'm scared I'll make you run
I'm scared you'll find someone new
I'm scared you'll change your mind
I'm scared you'll stop loving me
I'm scared to be happy
I'm scared that this is all a dream
I'm scared that one day you will see me
see my extra fat on my stomach
the way I smell
the wrinkles on my face
the scars on my body
the way I walk
the way sometimes I cant talk
the fact my hair doesn't look perfect
I'm scared one day you will see me like I see myself
I wasn't looking for my soul mate
I wasn't looking for love
but when I met you there was something different
something I couldn't put my finger on
I left my job
I left my friends
I left my family
I have never been more shore of the love we share then anything in my life
I don't care were we go
what we do
who is with us
as long as I have you in my life I know I'll have everything I want and need
because it's all in you
©brittany
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