I'm sitting alone as the sky drops rain
Silently dying from all this intense pain
Whiping away the tears
Composure im trying to maintain
Explanations, excuses and blame
Start to over run my brain
Taking deep breaths, calm I must remain
If not I'll go wildly madly insane
So lost and helpless
Im saying to myself outloud
After this will I ever be the same?
Is this a lesson?
Somebody, God please help me and explain
Im weak have no thrill or drive
My mind, body and soul
Are almost completely drained
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