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in your absence

in your absence i cry,
i cry with your name on my tongue.
My heart has a dull feeling,
it only wants you,
wants you to be so close,
wants you to be infront.
In your absence my heart is not mine,
i loose possesion on it.
It takes me away in a four walled close room,
in your absence it talks to you a lot.
It doesnot tell i miss her
yet beats slowly , collects the memories and says onday will share everything with you.
In your absence i fight with myself
for the day i ignored you.
In your absence or in your presence i love you is the ultimate word i want to convey.