IN YOUR EYES

I wish it didnt happen this way,wish I didnt see the hate in your eyes
I wish I could say our relationship wasn't spiraling down,but that was no surprise
But most of that is my fault I carried my past and took most of it out on you guys
I wish it went different but I'm trying to change cuz I'm tired of the letters
Praying to the angel in the sky I made a promise too, I didn't mean to upset her
I wish I could remember when my life turned for the worst it's all just a blurr
I'm tired of the video chats and snaps, tired of the tagging on Facebook
I wanna be there to hold my girls,making memories in a scrapbook
I wanna be there when they show me all the stuff in there yearbook
I trying for you and the girls to make a better life and be a father
I Wanna be bbqing with family and friends with Brynns God fathers
I wanna be there for the volleyball games and watch them play soccer
I wanna walk Brynn to her first day of school and to her locker