Why are things so inauthentic?
Seems like that's how this life can be.
All your well wishes do they mean shit to you or me?
Prayers for me and my family like when is the last time you said one earnestly?
How's the weather?
I don't care in five minutes it will change anyway.
Oh, you are looking great did you lose weight?
I've been a fat fuck for years.
I know I'm self-deprecating you can save your tears.
Why are we so fake?
You don't even know my birthday Facebook had to remind you today.
I know I sound a little manic.
No need for you to run and panic.
I'm just being authentic.
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