I was lying quietly in my bed for 4 days or more,
Remembering the things happened these few days & more.
Why God, why, what I have done wrong that you did this to me,
How can I tell her that I have blood cancer & going away from her to thee.
I had to argue with her & breakup with her,
So after my death she can still stay happy & there will be no sorrow in life of her.
I remembered all details of our meetings together,
As I laid in my bed & praying when we will be again together.
It all happened suddenly I felt like shadows were calling me,
I just wanted to close my eyes & rest in peace.
Just as I was about to close my eyes she ran in suddenly crying,
In her hand was my medical reports & she was pleading.
Please stay with me, you can't leave me she was saying,
That's why you fight with me & is about to leave me with that she can't stop crying.
You should have just told me I would have never left your side,
I just said please stay with me & just smile & say goodbye before I die.
She was noy listening to me but I pleaded again & again.
I told her to move on & I will be always there in your heart,
And prayed in mind that she will always be happy & I should find her in next birth from my heart.
And then I closed my eyes not to open them again in this birth,
And I saw her promising as I left my body, if not in this birth we will be together in next birth.
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