These pictures flashing in my vision
like the flicker of a candle
in a desert storm
won't let me sleep
won't let me eat
pictures
that I swore to erase
now budge into my head
like a home that was inhabited
I turned her down
when I had options
black and brown
at my disposal
I toyed with her feelings
and false hopes
I hammered in her innocent forehead
that all shall be well
I detest that I shall be
what I once wished to be
grotesque visions
eroded
into the pits of negligence
and never to be deleted
and so I run
like a fugitive
in the woods
screaming for help
from this echoes of my past
decisons made in haste
now turn me into a helpless tendril
striving to cling
onto a falling mugumo
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