Every time I think about me and you being what my heart desires I end up with I'm not good enough, and you'll never take me. That you might as well just call me a fling. Because you'll get over me and forget all about me just like everyone else did and will after you. Im not here on this earth to be happy or find love but to help and guide others through thier lives. You know how empty that feels to know every last emotion I feel for someone ends up in pain and suffering that I alone will bare. I'm tired, Im weak and I just wish I could be happy and make someone happy that wants me forever like I want them. Ive pushed away so much of my own pain just to be there to save my loved ones from having to face the same pain .
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