Glass as broken as my eyes
Shatter from the mirror
Hand soaked blood smudged my make up
Tears as soaked as my dry hair
Refuse to come down my cheek
Like shards of embers of a dying fire
I refuse to be apart of this charade
Infadelity deals in the air
Like sex smells
It was more than just a kiss
It was your first
And you gave it away to a girl who never saw you cry as rain falls
And never saw you smile as flower blooms
And you let her lead you away
Taking too many firsts for the night
And leaving me helpless with two broken ankles
That made me sink to the floor in my knees as i watch unnoticed in the bathroom
Because a bed wasnt a good enough spot
To quench the ice melting at her thighs
You didnt cry out for me
When you saw me at the bathroom entrance
You glanced and looked away and looked pleased
With your self
Like a lion with his pride
I fell back
Onto my feet and ran
Doe in the midst of a predator
Escaped to the bathroom
And screamed
As my glass broken eyes
And my hand soaked blood
Turned into tortured smiles
And self deprecating laughs
©danikadani
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