What is your pleasure from my despair?
Where is the man I thoughts cared?
Are you not use to feeling genuine emotions?
so you hid behind a veil of destruction.
Unconsciously doing what distasteful action toward me, hiding the reality that you in fact are staring to really fall for me
Your heart is showing, but you seem to deny as if you are blinded by the fact.
Are you putting a hold on our encounters, to contemplate? Or are you doing so to deny what your heart is setting in place?
Scared, ... are you?
Not knowing what is to come.
Feeling out of sort,
In loss of your control.
Well figure it out cause I will not be make into a fool.
I will not be treated as a tossing bag while you figure your feelings out.
Come towards me or don't cause I don't know if I can wait around.
I don't want to open my heart if your not ready or sure of yourself.
Please, I don't want to lose anymore sleep
Nor any more of my heart.
©savy
S