Please take no offense to the level of anger I impose, I've had enough of my past to fill 2 futures!! and even as I speak now it's trying to bust out!!! no emoji could express the extent of it's power!
To be honest the things that irk me most is how bla'se you take my trust after I've opened my heart and gave you my last reserve of love.
Look all my life I've been used and abused mentally, physically, spiritually to but the worst was the emotional abuse!
No way I can spew in 20 lines but I'll give you a glimpse of my life.
I'll start with my "Self sufficient" MOTHER who every other night had different lovers. Most of them with ulterior motives. Blinded by the need for attention she missed there wandering eyes which became hands with evil intentions.
From 9yrs young to a grown up 11.
I paid the price so that my baby brother might have a unpolluted life. But that wasn't in fate's plan because he died a very young man!
I have so much anger for the lack of Justice for children abused whatever form or fashion. The only protection for them is in hidden places lonely spaces of desperation wanting to be loved even if it came with depravation!
Now all grown up hating to be touched and longing for freedom from a prison of self loathing....man I would love to keep going it seems I've exceeded my time, my apologies to our gracious hostess and thank you again for all your time. Be blessed
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