I never believed in love
Like someone loving me
For whom I'm
I was always the one changing
Faking just to be loved
They all forced me to smile
Even when I was about to cry
They forced me to fake happiness
While deep down I was breaking
Then here comes my Sam
With all the scars on my wrist
All the suicidal thoughts on my mind
He loved me
Accepted me
He never even once asked me to hide my scars
Never was he embarrassed of me
He cared less what they all said
He cared less about everything else
This time it was real
I never faked anything
I never acted
For he knew me
In all my attacks he was there
He held me down
Calmed my demons
And now they are all scared of him
Love changed me
I'm more confident
Happier
Lively
And always smiling
When my baby is around
All the bad things disappear
I know I stole Justin Bieber's lines
But still they weren't enough
With him
I'm all smiles
Nothing is fake
I'm free to be me
©mara_pain
It's not always about pain.
©
M