They touched me
And the more I tried to talk
Their words ringing in my ears
Of threat and fear of what they would do to me next paralyzed me
Blood dripping down my legs
And the more they inflicted me
The more my soul started to leave my body
And numb was all I felt
They laughed as my sceams become faint
And the blood between my legs
Became like cherry red paint
Isolation become my safe haven
And looking up in the sky as I bled
Wishing I was free like a Raven
They talked about how good I was
And came back for more
And every bit of love I had shattered on the floor
While I layed there
Looking at a locked door
Praying I could be on the other side
Maybe one day it will end
And yes it did
But Everytime I closed my eyes
I saw their faces
I felt them in me
Ripping away every piece of the little girl I once used to be
They touched me
In ways that cut beyond my flesh
Stole my voice
Like the grim reaper
While hurting me a little deeper and deeper with time
They touched me
And though you may not see it
I felt it
A touch never to be felt again
Stand in the rain
Hoping that it might wash away that cherry red stain, never to be seen again
Instead I leave my soul to rot in pain
With nothing to gain but a stone heart and shame
They extinguished my flame
©ladyk
K