I don't know why I do it,
But I sabotage myself,
The happiness everyone else gets,
I can't afford myself.
I worry, I overthink,
I go crazy with thoughts that send me to the brink,
I'm sorry that I'm a mess,
I do deserve to be happy and nothing less.
My self sabotage doesn't just hurt me,
It hurts everyone around,
All because of my insecurity,
I'm trying to be better, all of my insecurities, I'll bury underground.
©gaaaarr
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