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insecurity

A hint of disapproval
Would turn me upside down
I do not seem to be brave enough
To set it on my own
And splashes of emotions
Of those I can't control
They turn me upside down.
I cannot trust my instinct
I do not feel secure
Of my own inspiration
I need confirmation
And do not know for sure
Whether my devotion
Has the results that I hoped for.
So all this renegation
The fear for humiliation
It turns me upside down...
And that..I can't control.
Poem (C) Lacramioara D. Jucan