inside on out
My eyes are blue,
My soul is black,
And my mind is an invasion-
An invasion of love,
An invasion of lust,
An invasion of my own creation.
And yet I feel your breath on my neck
When I lay on my side at night—
your calling,
my cries,
my hatred for the way;
you refuse to treat me right.
My addiction.
My cravings.
My hunger.
The need for my teeth in your skin.
Just hold me.
Just drown me.
Just hurt me.
Shout at me harshly-
whilst your mouth forms a grin.
My worship.
My cries.
My devotion to your lies.
Your mind—
your mind is mine.
We share a string,
pulling,
never meant to be untied.
Your brain.
Your heart.
Your body.
It pulls me,
killing me
On your own behalf.
Let me dissolve into your corpse
and dance with you as you bleed.
My need.
My want.
My problems—
ill keep them as long as you promise
you won’t leave.
A