Trapped beyond your own thoughts and indiscretions, never knowing which track to follow, each one keeps leading to another altered reality tomorrow, running in circles only to find locked doors and the only key to your sanity is lost somewhere on the other side, somewhere past the vale between death and life, stuck in purgatory, somewhere within a book that was burned to ashes before the story was written, feelings intermittent with sadness and despair, always finding yourself deep inside a lions lair, not much left of what was once a beautiful soul to bare, only blank stares from the crowds when they look transparently right through you like you are a nonexistent memory of the person that you were used to.. I'm ready to spread my wings and be set free from whats left of whatever you call this life is empty to me, I'm on bended knee begging for something to reignite the blazing fire that was once me, maybe a funeral pyre is the only way to burn bright again just one more time so my light will shine so bright that I can never lose it again and be left trapped in eternal darkness, time for my tortured soul to leave this pain and torment behind with all of my enemies, this is the only option left to find just dead silence, any trace of the peace of mind I once had before I lost my mind, there is no rewinding the hands of time to bring back the heart that was whole and was forever supposed to be mine... how could you have been so blind...
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