too loud in my head
told myself not to trust a soul
not to listen to my heart
eventually it ends up broken
but no I didn't listen to myself
I thought you were the one
that I was overthinking and paranoid
for a moment there was light
I tried my best to be good
and I did my best
and like a french song
magic was but a word to explain it
then all over sudden
you became a stranger
without a reason you said no more
what hurt most was that
I had the chance to listen to myself
at the beginning
room spinning head sweating
but am sober
I've been in love with you
is what I wish I would have told you
the instincts were always right
©peakynate
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