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Internal Bleeding

I'm not okay but I'm acting okay 
I went through so much pain 
It's not physical but it hurts physically 
I'm in depression that my anxiety is bored of me 
I wanted to kill myself every single second while I'm breathing 
My bones are cracking up with low esteem 
My blood is filled with failure 
My muscles are weaken by overthinking 
There is no hope in me 
But everyone around me 
Tells me that God can heal me 
But they are not the ones going through this. 
©de_nny