B

Internal happiness

lifes a sin
why do we live it
when all we get is pain
pain of internal sadness
internal happiness is what I wish for
but we're far away from that point
so all we can do is rot In our own misery
as our souls day by day rot into the ground
but that's ok
death seems peaceful
one moment you feel pain
the next it's as if nothing ever happened
you feel yourself rising
like a roaring wave
and see a light
that resembles a star
a star that once showed your true happiness
but then it all fell down
but that's okay
because we all felt this way from the start
I just hope god will forgive us
for the sins we've caused
and our hatred towards the church
I know he won't cause god hates souls who sin
©blackraven