I see you.
in the distant far away sparkle in your blue eyes.
I'm waiting for you to kiss me.
your lips inches from me.
the taste of your lipgloss sweet yet I can barely feel.
your porcelain skin warm soft leaving nothing to imagination.
as I linger to touch you.
I linger just to be where you are.
but it, itself won't let you near me.
it was so painful it hurts to breathe.
knowing the one person you want to have but something won't let it be.
I think about you.
in something like a dream.
so fleeting so beautiful and you're only for me.
yet I laid in bed just going through withdrawals cause you're not here.
dreams of you so beautiful that I shed a tear.
wishing you were mine this time of year.
yet I think of you.
and I guess my love is blind.
obvious for intimate eases of mind.
knowing wanting you is how I past the time.
knowing needing you is the only way I can make you mine.
yet it's the fear of losing you that's killing me.
a slow death.
yet does it kill you as much as it's killing me?
yet I know you can never forget me.
©darkmocha
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