I am the type of introvert, hide my feelings inside,
As the honey enclosed by honey comb,for better side
My feelings are protected by myself,
as the bees protect honey for themself
I will get hurt for everything,which is so annoying
But I don't have intention to hurt themselves do,rather calm going
My heart pains and tears roll down
Then after,my silence makes sound
I love everyone truely,sometimes shows angry on them whom I loved
For remaining ,I am numb
people,frnds,relatives think that I won't get anger and also numb
But the people ,whom I loved very much had faced my angry and cry
I think I am psychiatric patient
Because depression crossed limits of my patience
Everytime , i want to be alone
want to go to nothingness
I wonder for my sensitiveness
God may give me hard heart,instead of sensitive one
Because ,I am regarding my problems so hard
I don't think ,my problems are so worse
But don't get me,why my heart ,stressing my brain and burning itself
please God ,make me insensitive to everything ,mainly everyone
©jayasree
J