Lately I've came to many conclusion.
Some about myself and some about others.
I thought I was strong,
I'm not, my foundation is weak.
I thought I was brave,
I wasn't, I was just afraid of my past.
I thought I was loved,
I'm not, I was just a fantasy.
I thought I was smart,
I'm not, I was being blindsided.
I thought I had changed for the better,
I haven't, nothing's new.
I thought I'd be dead by now,
I have not, I am alive and striving.
They thought I'd given up on,
I refuse to, and I'll keep getting better.
©ashanta
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