is agony bliss when you think of me?
do you ache just to be near me?
do you wish on roses just to feel me?
do I achingly cross your pretty little mind?
am I the taste of your lipstick?
the rivers of makeup that bleeds though I'm the only one you wish would stop them from running.
am I the touch between your legs at night?
am I the wind so cold I kiss your breasts?
am I your heaven and hell?
am I every tear on your pillow to be your Superman to get you out of this hell?
am I the only one you want under your spell?
fore I think about you.
I fantasize about you
it seems like 365 days.
wanting you to notice me.
no longer invisible.
no longer a fainted shade of grey.
fore I want you.
but is this bliss?
to want my best friend so badly that I foolishly hunger for her kiss?
to thirst for her and not the girl butt ass naked in the other room.
to want to deflower her till her rose rising from the mudd and set to bloom.
to ravage her till you worship the very ground at her feet.
to want her.
to need her.
nothing again is as forever sweet.
©darkdeity
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