hello out there
is it me
or is it all of you
does anyone else float along life
feeling no satisfaction
no happy days
nothing
only sad
only feeling like life is a dream
ready to wake up
to the hearing of your grandmother's voice
but yet
you don't
are you stuck here
I am
every day
every second
I'm scared
my friends end up leaving me behind
my family ends up dying
but me
I'm just a spectator
wishing for this torture to end
but it doesn't
this is like a hell
I can't do anything to help my family out
I end up sitting there
watching as they take their last moments
telling me
I love you
I'm proud of you
but then there
there gone
before you could say
I love you too
before you could hug them
to tell them it's ok
that you will make a difference
but
you don't
you end up sitting there saying this isn't fair
that life is a cruel
sad joke
wishing to wake up
wishing for the pain to go away
but I'm still here
©helloworld
H