"Is it that obvious that I trust more than to be watchful? Cause who's to say where your killer will come from, or circumstance? All are made by the same Creator with the same destiny, so why should I be fearful of what this physical shell can succumb to, cause whether old or young, it's always gonna be a gone too soon. Is it obvious that I should enjoy what I'm blessed with, and stop chasing something I'm too easy to get seduced by, and pay a lifetime of struggling, than getting the peace that doesn't cost a thing? Is it that obvious that I fight with this daily, finding that if I stop pursuing I'd die, but weary by pain and how far I push myself to not settling for just okay, cause I like providing for my family? Is it obvious that this is how I feel.
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