i lock the doors and shout
i ask god if theres a way out
but all i can see
is blood pooling down my arms like a sea
why cant i drown in that blood
why are there people to keep my mouth shut??
no cure is available when there is no reasoning,
is that why people think my life is easy going
they dont know i die everyday
they dont know i cry evertday.
does that mean they can hurt me everyday
why isnt all these years enough ?
why is everything so rough?
i express,im gaining attention
i fakesmile,they have a burning sensation
lim still in 14 ,but all these years i fought
now please god..is there a way out?
©lolackerma
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