Despite the tantrums,
Despite all of it,
My heart still beats for you,
My belly still flutters with ginormous butterflies,
My skin still melts by every lingering touch,
My love still sprouts like a well harvested plant, but
Why does my love still feel unwanted?
Is there someone else?
Does my love not burn you up anymore?
Does my touch not intensify your skin?
Does my reflection now feel like a burden to you?
Is there someone else?
Filling up your heart?
Electrifying your pleasurable path?
Touching you till your pores rise?
Caressing every part of you till you pay the price?
Why wouldn't you answer?
I thought we were against the world,
I believed every word from your dirty mouth,
Why wouldn't you fight for us, for me?
I waited,
You manipulated,
I stayed,
You left.
There's someone else, right?
You promised to be the flame in the dark, but
That was all in the past.
~ Nusrah 💎
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