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Is This Mania, or Delusion?

You are so kind
To deny it when I call myself hideous names
To talk to me when I look so awful
To sit with me when I'm all alone
To hug me when I refuse
Some would call me wrong.
But you were kind to message me,
-After ignoring me all day-
How generous of you to waste your time
On someone like me
You were kind to say I should eat more
-After insulting every food that I will eat-
How gracious of you to waste your advice
On someone like me
You were kind to say I dont need to work out
-After calling yourself, who is slimmer than I,
Fat.-
How considerate of you to waste your lies
On someone like me.
You see?
There is much proof.
A kind, and perfect person.
Or is there not?
Is this all my maniac love for you?
Or perhaps delusion?
Such is not to be decided by me,
I'll just have to ask my therapist
-aspen_fall
©aspen_fall