Is this really me
For when I look into the mirror on my wall
I see a reflection but it never talks
It just stares at me until I decide to walk
I'm really scared I think I've lost myself
Everything I do seems so wrong.
I've been blessed with so many things
I try daily to show my appreciation to God
Although lately I feel like I'm at war
The more I try to be good the more I fall
I'm destined to fail I see the writing on the wall
I eventually created a page to run to
Reality wasn't the way I planned it to be
At least here I can be whoever I wanna be
The only judgement I get is the like button
Those who hate my work hardly have valid proof
It doesn't hinder me though I just block my view
I love being honest, heard its the best policy
But lately I've been feeling differently
Almost as if I'm loosing a part of me
The more I post the more transparent I feel
People start to look at me differently instantly
Where did I go wrong I'm judging myself hopelessly.
This is far too real I want to find myself again
Be the best I can in everything
It wasn't part of the plan to be misleadingly
I've always stood my ground had a backbone
I'm tired of being dead here at home
This mirror better reflect the real person that stands in front of this wall
What I see can't be the real me I have to fix the cracks of this mirror on the wall.
The Unapologetic poet
15/11/2018
C