Let's start this already, as my thoughts are replaced with hate. The Darkness is deadly as it takes ahold in its cold embrace... I am faced with this ..Morality.. as I try to hold on.. To that.. "Thing" They call reality. Used to be my greatest quality I was weightless and would've give my life for humanity but what that got me was a knife plugged Rampantly.. Straight through my heart. Should of known that my kindness would rip me apart but I had blindness.. As my mind was in dismay, voraciously starting to decay as I start to betray myself... "IS THIS THE END"? Still this abnormality is now bound with me as I depend on this grip on my split personality soon I'll be nothing more but a fatality... "Safe. And. Sound"... My vitality disintegrates, with such voracity while I'm force to sit and wait as I anxiously debate on whether time.. Can ever change my... "State Of Mind". But I find that I have just been too blind to relate. It's been woven in my fate almost like a bipolar coaster as it begins to accelerate down this incline and drops me into a toaster as you start to get closer to the button that says...... "End My Time"... Ablaze goes through.. Slowly fills the room with smoke sedating me as I begin to asphyxiate, my situation escalates as I hesitate to evacuate.. "Too Late"..
It's too late.. To escape the dark. I've been marked. It's subduing me, feels like deja vu, how it's endlessly pursuing me.. Wait l'm confused? I thought I suffocated, yet time an again I re-live this torture. The spider's bite.. I have become torpored as I try to fight this limbo. But then again.. All I can see, is some light through the window. "IS THIS THE END"?
Let's start this again, I am more ready than I was before. The Darkness moves in with death still steadily.. knocking.. At.. My.. Door... I am faced with this.. mentality.. As my mind starts to fry.. "Behold".. What has become of me.. Feels im'about to die... I'm beginning to feel faceless, didn't know I had to fight for may sanity and sorry for the profanity, but I've been royally fucked.. Straight from the start.. Why do I feel so lifeless. If I got a head start? Feels timeless.. My airway gets cut off by something supernatural as the lights shut off.. And I run into an impassable wall. Just how long since my fall? Yet I call. For help, but looks like the only one with me. Is myself.. "IS THIS THE END"?.. This is my reality as I try to figure out how to be something more than I am. Can no longer pretend it's not getting harder for me to stand because in the end I've already done all that I can. I must find the time to recollect my mind, before I instantaneously become a spec of dust in the wind you can no longer trust as a friend then I spontaneously combust from within. I feel I'm suffocating again as I'm hating whatever I am defensively facing within that's been extensively frustrating me as I begin aimlessly pacing endlessly waiting impatiently as he disdainfully puts an end to me. "I've been finally freed"...
It's too late.. To escape the dark. I've been marked. It's subduing me, feels like deja vu, how it's endlessly pursuing me.. Wait l'm confused? I thought I suffocated, yet time an again I re-live this torture. The spider's bite.. I have become torpored as I try to fight this limbo. But then again.. All I can see, is some light through the window. "IS THIS THE END"?..
Kyle Goebel, 08/24/2017, (SameAsMe)
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