During sleepless nights,
Cold winter days
I craved for a little glimpse of your face
even if it was just for the intervals between seconds,
it would have been a lifetime to me.
where were you when your darling rose had its first infinitesimal leaf?
when it formed its first petal,
Did you not hear the sorrowful cries for you?
Where were you when your precious pearl had its first luminosity?
Those very hot days, seeing other people's paradise.
hoping that you will come back for her,
Her highness to find her majesty,
The princess to find her darling superhero
The Fantastic three;to rule a strong empire.
all was lost in a single blow.
Loneliness became a daily friend,
Cannot even count the times spent crying for you
washed for a miracle
Cried out your name,
But you were history with the beginning of the year.
Not even sure anymore whether to keep holding on
Alternatively, just let everything go
Cannot look back at the very own childhood
Because of the memories created.
You were gone and was all alone in this cruel world,
Wishing upon a shooting star that you might come back to her,
nevertheless, it never happened.
Kept imagining what we could have been
but the sad reality keeps blocking the way.
What does the future have in store?
because, judging from the present situation,
There is no hope for a brighter future.
Guess I have to continue living until the end .
K