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it matters not

I am broken, scared and mentally young, in my heart a child's voice is sung.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
I am terrified and scared of men, afraid to trust and get hurt again.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
I am sad all the time and anxious too, especially if I think I upset you.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
my body is weak and frail and when I'm alone I tend to wail.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
I don't want to be an adult, I feel young in heart and mind, tragedy struck me all the time.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
I want a mommy to care for me, even tho I've two years till I'm thirty-three
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
I love you lot I truly do, I'm scared tho your loves not true.
it matters not my friends reply, we love you by the by.
©cora-snow