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It wasn't you who I loved

Your love slithers through my body like a poison,
It smoulders me every time for no reason;
Though the time we spent together was transient
Yet the insolence torture of your memories is never evanescent
Everytime I try to strip off of your love
It hurls me the words once you faked as a dove
This angst has brought me down to road of apocalypse
And sorrow? Like a monotonous note it beeps
Falling in love with you now feels as onus It seems as if it's my duty and about it I have to be punctilious
The madness we unleashed once seems have died
Our relation now seems to be a regular diet
The errant and audacity have veer its way The alacrity and liveliness have faded away
I stay with you but my soul belongs to someone else
Someone who brightened up my day as Blue Bells
That someone my dear was the old you I fell for
Someone who, like others, was not a mediocre
Someone who was wild and jaunty as kids The one who was careless about his deeds
I feel I lost the old you somewhere under the sky
And what I got back is the man who never tries to fly
I got a decorum man who annihilated his wildness
I got a man, like millions other, running in the race
If this is what you are, it's better to call it off
'Cause I fell for you for being someone different from the flock
©snigdharoy