Pretty, pretty, pretty much ruined,
A piece of 'unwanted' history I am.
They dig into my life like officers looking deep into a murder mystery.
They want me dead, they want me gone.
One way I'm passing,
One way I'm moving,
I hate who I've become,
I hate the real me.
Rape! They raped my emotions,
Left them right there in a sense of shock.
A life with happiness,
A life with caring people,
Some life I've wished on my birthdays,
Some wish that's never to come true.
I'm one bunch of useless words,
A bunch of what I want to be known.
One simple, one glimpse of my life,
Will get a million people in jail.
They raped the most private thing I have,
My emotions they took.
Secrets, keeping secrets is my talent.
I've never wanted myself In this situation,
One thing will get everyone my attention,
One thing will pull their perfect life to the floor ,
One day,I'll be the greatest monster there can ever be.
©eugenia
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