It's all in your head they scream as you try to Express the depressed before you recess your mind.
You start to fase as the recess starts continuing being depressed just hidden within the dark faded chambers.
But it's all in our heads they say.
Theirs kids smoking and drinking wishing they could die and they'll call them a failure, or ask them why they dont ask for help when they needed it. But when they do they call them crazy or a drug addicts even alcoholics.
They see the pain in their eyes they just dont adress it. It's like a test the faint of heart never passed it, they say "god gave you the fights you fight because he knows you can handle it."
If that's true then it must be in our heads right? Then why is suicide a thing? Why is everything so bad for everyone some go to aggression, some go to cutting, some go to eating, some go to suicide, some go to sex.
It's not right to call the kids fucked up because you couldnt see the pain in their eyes or their crys late at night. You couldnt see the pain in their smiles while they were in the shadows with their family.
But it's all in our heads right?
The tears we cry it's just in our heads
The cuts we make bleed is just in our heads
The love we feel is just in our heads
The touch we feel is just in our heads
Suicide is a daily reminder that no matter how many people say they love you all you really have is yourself and at the end of the day, but even then you'd be lucky to have yourself.
But yk it's all in our heads..
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