"It's always just me, when I ferl like I'm not giving my all in the standards of what people set me on? Just trying to live my life as the demands are apparent, and no choice comes to mind. Whether than being broke, or homeless or without principals, I hustle for everything I got by the grace of God. But, yet I'm nelegecting the the important things in life like family and all that shit. I'm always just me, the balance I have to look at in my walk through this fake ass world, people aren't satisfied with the way things are done, and see with their own eyes how much of a toll it takes on me, cause of the way God shows me to live.
It's just me, no choices in what I want, and what I desire so much, but the needs and means has to be satisfied in order to enjoy and indulge in. If they only knew my struggles, and my pain they would see, that's it's hard to keep it moving, hard to look at what I'm fighting so hard to be with is looking at me, like their unwanted, and not desirable. Just another day of being just me."
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