"God knows that I'm going through the darkest of Things,
This depression just kills my spirit as that what it Brings,
I'm just trying to find my way in this world that is so Unpredictable,
Really sad how you can be the nicest to people and they treat you like if you're Despicable,
That's why I feel it's better to just be by myself and live on my Land,
Because the most of you don't get me and just don't Understand,
The personality that I have and the person that I Am,
You can count on me to help and get you out of a Jam,
But when I need the help, I swear its like if I never Existed,
Not supposed to be this way as this way is so Twisted,
There is those modest few that take their time out of their day to check on Me,
They can't be bought at all no matter what's the Fee,
When I need them, they never not once have gave me a Shove,
And for that I'm so grateful and blessed as coming from them, it's always Love ..."
©jamaree
J