Breathing through this sweeping emptiness almost makes me want to stop...
do what you did...
sit down on the floor one last time and say fuck you to everyone who loves you...
say fuck you to you too...
you've taken many simple pleasures away
music is a triggering pain
laughter comes with guilt
you left me scrambling for comfort... peace
all I have is sleep.
I love you so fucking much
I am so angry and worried
©flailing
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