Yea it's all happen all of a sudden
when the popo caught me at a range
when they took me all the way
I got beaten and got locked up
nobody showed up, instead they step backwards
I just understand I got no friends
friends put me in difficult situations💔💔
have been struggling
doing things that are puzzling
it's rather troubling
how much liquor I've been guzzling
shit
I'm facing alot 😔
I got so much challenges
and its won't be my downfall
most people don't want me around
friends stab me at my back so many times
life's tough, working my ass off
life continue testing me
getting the best of me, but I can't let it be
I'm ready to achieve
an outcome that turn out successfully
another relapse, because I always got to get my fixes
I put my face down triple sixes
I got alot of pictures of fake friends and bad bitches
blowing kissess
and a tank with fishes
as well as a few glow in the dark crucifixes
regardless of what you heard in town
there will soon be a turn around
got no time for fussing
always careful on who I am trusting
because it all can be disgusting
which is why I'm adjusting
while I continue focusing
it's all good, Even though my life ain't the best
another day ready to face what's next
against major threat
got to put in work and break a sweat
take a drink, light it up and erase the stress
living paycheck to paycheck
is pathetic and a real pain in the neck
it's been tough and humbling
just the truth, not a dark picture that I'm coloring
people coming up to me
with a look that is puzzling
telling me how my words have been troubling
then I said, do you have any idea of how much have been struggling
I never lived life of luxury
for a long time, been in the coventry
ain't got time for f****ery
never treating people like they are under me
but the first step for me is recovery
I fell asleep one deary day
I lost my will, I lost my way
I lose confident in myself, and I got no courage
because I ain't got no pay
I got to tell you how hard life can be
it's really challenging game as you can see
life is hard because boys play it rough
those little jerks think they're really tough
life is hard because it's hard to catch a date
but before you know it's already too late
living rather recklessly
been at odds and making some enemies
doing things that shorten longevity
and life expectancy
having strange tendencies
and certain dependencies
which could very well be the death of me
©bamidele
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