it's like a huge weight on my chest I don't know why people have to be so mean you tell me to die so you don't have to deal with me anymore why would someone want somebody else to die it's not like you have to be around me 24/7 I love you so much but I guess now I see you don't feel the same about me I wish you did a parent is supposed to love their kids unconditionally but there is always been conditions to your love you hurt me in so many ways I can't even count how many times I cried myself to sleep because of what you said or did I wish it didn't have to be like that I wish you could just love me for who I am flaws and all I tried to fix things between us but it seems like now you never wanted that you just like getting my hopes up that something might change but it never does
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