R

It's my choice

People ask why and how i’m single like it's an elephant with an ear missing
It's earelephant (irrelevant)
It can't hear a thing 
What you think is no different than it's excrement.
Who I'm going to be with isn't set in stone
It's still wet cement
Still my heart is on my shoulder
Feels is what I'm resting in 
You call it detriment 
It's precedent that I'm on the phone more than the president
Still waiting for that love letter
Hoping that it's heaven sent with heavens scent so I know not to get a big head to get ahead of it because Cupid got drugs of love with crazy side effects
His arrows bug me like flying insects
So my mind is the mirror
Reflects all these lying rejects 
Fuck
I failed
I need to retest
Reset to when I was thee best
Fuck all that makes me stressed
We guess 
it's time for another recess
Poetry has always been there for me
It's the only way I can destress
Been at it since I was a fetus with a smile that would make people speechless
Some say I needed religion.
Tell me to go talk to my guy Jesus.
Once upon a time. 
I Gave it the college try. 
You best believe it. 
So many hail Mary's. 
Even searched for this holy spirit. 
Only then did I realize.
It's up to me to feel better.
Only I can choose happiness. 
©rokinrob27