Hours can go by, days, weeks, months even years where no one hears your tears and you don't fight your fears.
Feel like you're all alone, non existent stood staring at your own gravestone, mind overthrown, overblown and overgrown.
Sometimes life feels impossible, don't even feel cognisable everything feels like an obstacle don't even feel transposable.
No direction and no real inspiration nothing but a bag of imperfection, misdirection and a deep sense of rejection.
Distracted from reality without any kind of formality, hiding away from normality fueld by irrationality.
Lost within the void forever feeling paranoid, constant negative thoughts; agitated aggrevated and annoyed.
Stripped of all emotion, no sense of devotion minds stuck in slow motion, it's just one big commotion.
Every day turns out a different way, trying to chose the correct pathway without being led astray, same goal to achieve every day.
The pressures are real, life can be surreal not all of us are made as tough as a navy seal, the force of it all can cause a real squeal.
If everyone cared maybe we wouldn't be to scared for our feelings to be shared and our minds and souls could be repaired.
To most we are abnormal, subformal and informal; take a look around and please tell me what is normal...
A.D
15.09.19
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