Its only a matter of time..

I'm holding on to my last breath, before i let myself go.
There are to many things i need you to know.
I always wondered why our love did not grow.
Now, I'm lying in this hospital bed, soon to be let go.
The funny thing about life is I always loved you so.
Now, life wants me to let go.

My heart lies helpless, unable to function on its own.
I can never be relieved off this critical condition, its only a matter of time till the rest of my organs shut down.
What seems to be approaching my door step is death.

I lie there in disbelief, worried about my grief.
Every hour counts for me, as i am longing to be free.
The pain gets worse because i am closer to my time
Some days i'm not feeling very fine.

Qualified professionals are in capable of bringing me back to life.
I remain unconcious, and all you do is stand still and watch me in great agony.
How can you be so heartless, when i needed you the most, you turned eye and left me to die.
©terrylin53