What have I become
the world is so cold
I wish I was numb
everything became so bold
fall to my knees I pray
but no answer comes from above
I don't even know what to say
love lost, maybe God walked away
I feel so alone in this world
losing everything I got
my girls I can't see
everything I fought
nobody will let me be
calling for someone too help
pull me from this Hell
someone set me free
cause I don't even trust myself
drinking from the bottom of this bottle
running from a man I swore I would never be
it feels like Im never gonna be in full throttle
these Demons will never let me be free
©aydrainkl
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