I'VE TRIED
slicing myself
Attempting to bleed out
I'VE TRIED
Hanging myself
Untill I turned purple
And was found
And un wantingly helped
I'VE TRIED
Several overdoses
Absolutely on purpose
I'VE TRIED
JUMPING OFF A CLIFF
Playing in traffic
I'VE TRIED
Alcohole poisoning
Making homicidal enemies
I'VE TRIED
Putting a gun to my head
But was stopped
Rite before I pulled the trigger
I've always been suicidal
Always wated to just be dead
Never born
Never hurt
Like a curse
I've been TORMENTED
Yet
I'm still alive
And only for one reason
CHRIST JESUS
Wouldn't let me die
I had Angels by my side
People on there knees
Praying for me
Day and night
I might still feel pain
Depression
Hopelessness
But suicidal ideation
And attempts
I've truely been
Delivered
There's a reason
Why I'm still here
It's God Almighty
And faith
Of family.
I'm thankful today
That I didn't succeed
Praise be to the
KING OF KINGS
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