Vast and limitless, space, time.
And constantly growing larger.
Opportunity beckons me
But I'm
Trapped.
Sealed here in a jar
Surrounded by doubts, insecurities.
Boundaries seal the
Lid tight.
Firm.
They stare through the glass
Prying, judging, narrowed eyes
And spin me
Wildly, unsteady,
Nauseous.
I pound hard and scream
Wishing it would stop.
Hoping it shatters,
Ending my
Fear.
I don't know how long
I can hold on
No hand holds
No grip
Skidding.
Wanting it all to end
Even if it means
I'm no longer
Here, present,
Conscious.
©spepticgrl
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